Saturday, March 05, 2011 1:15 AM
Sometimes, it's okay to feel sad if you've disappointed yourself.It's not as if I didnt try hard enough, I did, in my job, but it's alright if others are always better than me. the sacrifice, the intention of joining in the first place, it's just not making any sense.
Maybe I'm not good enough, for anything and everything. I'm really tired. Honestly.
I can't seem to find my direction. My friends are going away, ALL MY BEST FRIENDS, can u believe it. i cant. I dont even know how I'll survive the next sem.
So many things bottling inside, I guess this is the best place that I can rant how I feel.
It's really saddening to know what you do is always not good enough. To think I even considered joining in the first place, maybe, Eric was right after all. We'll see.
Sunday, January 03, 2010 3:41 PM
3rd jan!-sundayhello iphone! i am going to treasure u =D hehe! i have earphones for my com now! woots. hope it will be a good year! i have unlimited sms now! yay. my parents rock. haha!! just tt i dont know how to use it =/
gona buy hammies later with dannel at eastpoint! exciteddddddd.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 12:56 AM
29th dec-tuesdaywent to meet dannel at 10.30am tm mrt
went to jurong point to find my (the rabbit name) toy ): but something yellow was on the hat!
went to futsal at src. half time nie vs hss 4-1. ggnore so we left. saw zhi hong b4 tt.
went to hall to settle hss website. tried to get crystal but cant. shit. tried all sorts of ways to log into the website. I JUST CANT. fed up alr i tell u. went to room then lounge then room again lo!
went to talk to vye rern, jaime they all at cheerleading outside 68.
went to tampines mall to find my rabbit. dont have ))))): i wana die.
went to pasir ris and met justin, darren, serene and chris at the bus interchange! heng!
went to teh han's party! quite a lot of pivoes =x oops. ting ting and her bf came aft tt!
it was a fruitful day i must say. and everyone's getting excited abt results..all i just wana say is..
screw u business finance! i hope i dont fail! ):
Friday, December 18, 2009 5:49 PM
gonna fly to egypt real soon! gotta start packing my luggage! woo.take care ppl! love ya all~ (: esp my baby~ wheeeeee (:
happy 1 yr anniversary!
merry christmas!
and lets have a great dinner when i get back. YAhoooo~ <3
goodbye world! off to the pyramids and the mummies =)
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 11:43 PM
14th dec-monwent for bball training which turned out to be vball training. kns. waste my time. aft tt i drove home using PIE. damn happy! =) drove around midnight! there was apus and hydrus combined steamboat. wanted to celebrate woonchang's bday but too late alr! then he and zhi hong were hiding behind the trees cos they saw me got into the driver's seat! super cartoon! lol!
15th dec-tues
dinner with donovan, wei ting, su san, pin rui at tampines mall foodcourt. walked around aft tt!
16th dec-wed
bball match lost. didnt play today. damn sad. sigh. why is my life so sad. i miss my big darling who's enjoying himself at japan. ahh. i wana go too!
17th dec-thurs
going out with li yun and deborah!
Friday, November 20, 2009 2:29 PM
sometimes i really think i have a bloody big inferiority complex ): SIGH! Monday, November 16, 2009 1:30 PM
7th nov-satwent to dan's house i think! tired!!
8th nov-sun
went back to hall i think!
9th nov-mon
no sch. should be in hall ba.
10th nov-tues
had last he191 lesson. hs101 my assignment had A-! yay. then nth much la. the rest of the day was normal..
11th nov-wed
went to sch with jasmine. then went to library with darren. hansen came. then yeeyan and a group came. haha. then went for tutorial at 5.30-6.30 plus. super late.
12th nov-thurs
went to school. hw101 tut was like 15mins. haha. got B+ for the combined assignment. its always stuck at B+. BAH. then after that went to find fer. did canvassing. english dept angmoh profs rock like mad. they donated a sum of $96+ without even buying anything for themselves leh! dont think i will join hss dnd comm. so busy alr! nxt yr still got hss week. i sure die man. haha! anw, went to study in the Seminar room with fer. then we went to hss lounge and celebrated fer and chloe's birthday. after tt went to cant A to eat then cedric fetched us to hall 3. aft tt went to study room with jess!
13th nov-friday
NO MORE SCHOOL. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
14th nov-sat
went out with dannel to orchard! yay! walked around taka first then went to meet dan. we went to eat dinner at cine's pastamania! haha! cine had the decors inside instead of outside. ehh. then we walked around orchard..tangs..wisma..taka..heeren..everywhere tt we could take photos with xmas trees/decors. HAHA! the inner side of ion's xmas tree was super nice! anyway, everything was v nice with my dearest. yay. love him super very much! (: in the end, we left orchard so late i didnt go back hall. dan sent me home then my whole family got a shock. reached home nearly 12 plus. AHHA. then guang was like..EH. SINCE WHEN U COME HOME at around 1am+ damn funny!
on a sidenote, I LOVE CHRISTMAS. NXT STOP WOULD BE CITYHALL. YAYNESS.
maybe we can go to vivo too! woo. cant wait for exams to end! then i can have loads of outings soon!! wheeeeee.
HUGS
&
xoxo !
15th nov-sunday
-went to ah yi's house in sengkang. then went to hall. nat was still sleeping. haha! ah yi came in to see the room -.-" then they went off to couz's house opp eusoff hall. slacked around. nat went off to aston's house. nth much leh. dinner with a very weird combi. lol! besides jas and steph la. haha!
